Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Feeling somewhat at a standstill...but there is hope.

"You have to know where you've been to know where you're going"

Ask anyone who's known me for a few years, I'm scary good at dieting. And yeah its hard at times because people will judge me on what I eat or they'll even go as far as making fun of what I eat. People make comments on the fact that I usually spend six to seven days a week in the gym. I don't even really diet anymore, I've just made some permanent adjustments to my life so I don't get back to where I've been.

But I'm human and I slip up, I eat too much or I don't eat enough. Sometimes I workout too hard and sometimes I skip my time at the gym because I'm busy or just don't feel like it. I read books on weight loss, I watch weight loss shows and I even have two weight loss blogs. So why write this post? Sometimes its frustrating and I don't feel like I've gotten anywhere. And I'm there. So I guess this post is more for me, and not for the one or two people who may read this.

January 2005, was a rough year for me. I hit an all-time high weight and I've never looked back. I'm not quite back down to where I want to be, but my confidence level is boosted and I think within the next six months I will get to my happy weight. While my journey seems to have hit a plateau, I hope to the scales show a loss soon. The photo above shows where I've been, the one below shows where I am now and I can only look better as I move into the future. I have made some progress and I think I look better than I did just a couple of years ago. Which makes me feel better. I get stronger with each training session and I'm happy, I don't think I could ask for more...well other than for the scale to start moving again.




"Nothing tastes as good as thin feels"

Monday, December 15, 2008

Getting Back Into This

So I seem to have forgotten about this blog, but I'm going to start up again. I've been doing really well, after yo-yoing back up to a ridiculous weight I've got it back under control and the scale has been posting some lower numbers.

Running
I can remember when I first started doing the exercise thing I used to hate the girls that would just run past me without a care in the world as I wondered if I was even going to make it a mile. Unfortunately I think I've turned into one of those girls. I finish 5K training sessions now and I want to do more. So what happened to that girl that wasn't sure if she could make it a mile? I think she blossomed into the exercise butterfly she always thought she could be, but was scared to be.

Now I run with my head high and I have this goofy grin on my face as I bound up the hills I face. There's just something about running that makes me happy. While my times aren't fast right now, they're getting better and that's all that matters. A couple of months ago I wouldn't have dreamed about running a 5K in 40 minutes and I just happened to do that today and it felt easy.

I think I'm going to sign up for a 5K race in the spring. Who knows if that goes well maybe I'll look into training for a half marathon...