Saturday, May 12, 2007

Day 3

Yesterday's Steps: 15,018 (7.11 Miles)

Wasn't the greatest food day but I stuck with it. I can do this. Last night was hard, there was a guy I was incredibly attracted to who only seemed interested in tall skinny girls. I took it hard at first but then I remembered the boy from last weekend and for some reason when I'm around him it was different....comfortable almost. There are a few butterflies but I don't feel like I'm going to be sick. I realized last night that I want to find that in a guy, some thrill but also the comfort of being with someone that I click with and can enjoy spending time with. The tall blonde hockey player isn't worth my time and I don't think he's even what I should be looking for right now.

If anything this new mindset has helped me see things in a better light.

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